Bad Meets Evil - Lighters ft. Bruno Mars

I LOVE IT.

you're the 1st!

you're THE FIRST.

what my heart say

I am a girl
who is no one to the world
but i am my world.
Call me selfish, call me show off
the words you say could never knock me down
because i will be the one to shut your mouth up
and break you off.

I am a girl
who knows what i want
and knows me best.
"BE HUMBLE" is what i hold on to
because mummy said to do so.
You may call me whatever you want
i won't stop you
i don't have the strength to stop you.

PATHETIC
WEAK
LOSER
I don't give a damn for what you say
I AM WHO I AM
love me or hate me
that's it.
full stop.

misguided.

I'm going away for a while.
But I'll be back, don't try to follow me,
Cause I'll return as soon as possible.
See, I'm trying to find my place,
But it might not be here where I feel safe.
We all learn to make mistakes.
And run.
From them, from them,
With no direction.
We'll run from them, from them,
With no conviction.
Cause I'm just one of those ghosts,
Travelling endlessly.
Don't need no roads.
In fact they follow me.
And we just go in circles.
Now I'm told that this life,
And pain is just a simple comprimise,
So we can get what we want out of it.
Would someone care to classify,
Our broken hearts and twisted minds,
So I can find someone to rely on.
And run,
To them, to them
Full speed ahead.
Oh, you are not useless.
We are just...
Misguided ghosts,
Travelling endlessly.
The ones we trusted the most,
Pushed us far away.
And theres no one road,
We should not be the same.
But I'm just a ghost,
And still they echo me.
They echo me in circles..

the nonsense karya.

unwanted story of mine.

"Every single lifetime, I'll choose you. Just as you have always chosen me. Forever."
Luce and Daniel lived many lives. Luce, a girl who dies every 17 years. Daniel, a fallen angel, who never grow old.

I was actually amazed how Lauren Kate could write a story this good. I've NEVER read a novel before. But now I'm finishing my 3rd book of Fallen.

It all started when my brother bought Fallen a year ago. I was like "haiyaaa wan! xkn novel mcm ne pn ko bace? best sgt la tu. huh." A few months after, i was tertarik to the cover of this novel. They said, "Don't judge a book by it's cover". Well, I DO JUDGE IT BY IT'S COVER. Manusia, mmg nak yg cantik je kn.

Mule2, gile bapak ar, rase mcm bace buku sejarah. Oh btw, i don't really like sejarah. Kesian.. Okay.. It feels like an hour for a page. But as time flies, fuh, 20 pages. Klw tu buku sejarah, mmg world record for me. Then I continue bace, sedar xsedar, dh 70. So I stopped. The novel was about 420 pages, more or less. I feel like, aaa this would never be ended!!

<fast forward>
A cheerful week passed, and I've finished reading Fallen! OMG! YEAY ME! (Y)
420 pages ohh, a round of applause for me. Yeay elin! Haha.
Then mcm biase la, mesti beli the next one. Torment. My abg heran, how can i beli Torment? He thought I HATED novel. Yea wtv. Tu dlu. Oh, ATM, a guy named Wafi, a good friend of mine was my mangsa. Keje aku, menyemakan pale otak die dgn cite Fallen. Pitty you dude 
But he's okay with it, kott. By the time I'm reading Torment, a lot of things happened. Lbh2 lg psal budak kerek tu, Wafi. 

<fast forward gile2>
Now, I'm reading Passion. The last book is Rapture. In a nutshell, I'M ADDICTED.
I'm addicted to reading, I'm addicted to him, I'm addicted to her, I'm addicted to a lot of thing. It's all because of the novel. Ntah la why. I can't jawab la why. Don't ask me la why. 

That's it. The most undefined story, the most unwanted story, the most annoying story. But he like it. That's the weird thing about him. And I'm glad he's my best buddy. THE END.